Baby Hunger Pains
Yes, I am a mom of 3 boys. And yes, I don’t feel like we are done yet. Whenever I go to count and make sure I have all 3 of my boys, I always feel like there is someone missing.
I love my boys, but I so badly want a little girl. Yep, a little girl to dress up in bows, headbands, cute shoes, and dresses. There are women pregnant with girls all around me! One who I am so excited about headed to the hospital to have her baby girl today!
The other day, I was at the doctor with my 2 younger boys. I was sitting down and then I heard it. I heard the “lamb-like” cry of a brand new baby. Ugghhh…my heart sank and I wanted so badly to see that crying baby and comfort him or her. Then a friend came over the other day. She has 2 boys and an 8 month old girl. I held her girl and just breathed in those wonderful baby smells – it’s like candy (since I never did drugs – lol). She smelled so good.
Now, as much as I would like to have another baby, I am just not fully ready yet. I have to be prepared not only to have another baby, but to have another baby boy, since I am a boy making machine – lol. Only time will tell!